Disclaimer- This is a sad post.
I haven't slept well all night, I woke up around 4 am and started packing my things in advance, I leave for the airport around 1 pm today. I was determined to finally write up an essay which is already over-due by a day but I have now concluded that I'm too tired to actually do anything substantial with it. I packed my things to the sounds of strange bird-calls, cool air coming through floor no.10 in the apartment I'm staying in the North Shore. I'm tired, and a little bit hungover, and it is then when I realise that actually, half of my trip I have been either drunk, stoned, or exhausted. And although I have been in awe so many, many times during this whole month, (beautiful vivid stars camping up north, swimming in a waterfall, kangaroos..) I still feel as though I never took a moment just to, well, be. You know, to take a breather and let a simple moment just sink in and stick. I guess that's what happens when you have a busy schedule and can't even fit in all the things you want to do. But alas, I am more than grateful that I even experienced Australia. (Even if I didn't go to Bondi or see a Koala)
But how do I feel about leaving? I'll tell you. Terrible. I don't know if it's being irresponsible and bitter towards reality, education and work, or if it's simply not being bothered to endure the London winter ahead, but I don't feel homesick one bit. I must admit, at the start of my trip, I was a little homesick, but now that I've gotten so used to Sydney and met so many new, beautiful people, all I want to do is stay. I've gotten to know people, made friends, found appreciation and love for electronic music again, fallen in-love with the city, and now I have to leave, back to the other side of the world. Plus I'm leaving cheap sushi, the guy I have a crush on, and all the potential I had there behind. What do I have in London? What is there for me apart from my bestfriend, mum and my dog? I don't want to make this a rant about how much I hate London, so I'll just say that I'm genuinely going to miss Sydney and all of Australia greatly.
There is never enough time for any traveller to see everything and finish without untied strings, but what what the traveller can do is try his or her best to experience to the fullest.











